This entry is not meant to shame, upset, or cause guilt. Some will be
uncomfortable, label it controversial. Others will call it myth and
dismiss it. That's okay. But for those who want to understand and listen
to the evidence and how it ties in with my son, please continue
reading.
The Kick In The Head & The Pain Relief
Silas came home on August 12, 2012 at almost 2 weeks old. He went in for
his follow-up weigh-in on a Friday and he had lost more weight. He was
still a very sleepy eater and tired quickly. His Pediatrician prescribed
formula supplementation immediately. And immediately, I began seeking
alternatives. Having nursed 2 children already, I knew there had to be
other options.
On Saturday morning, I attended a la leche league meeting with my friend
who has twins and I told her what the Pediatrician said. She introduced
me to Norma, an ICBLC who has been a God-send. Norma told me how to
separate the hind milk and fore milk using my own pumped milk and feed
it to my son. He went back for a weigh-in on Monday and he had gained a
good amount of weight! The Pediatrician asked if he was doing well on
the formula and I shared with her what we had done. She said she didn't
even know that was possible. One point for breasmilk, formula zero!
When I came home from the hospital, I had to return my hospital-loaned
pump. To rent a similar kind was going to cost me $60 for 60 days.
Instead, I met with Norma at our local office and was able to loan one,
for free, through our local WIC program. By the time the appointment
arrived, Silas was 4 weeks old and because I didn't have a great pump at
home, I was having no choice but to supplement, unable to maintain my
supply with pumping alone. At that appointment, Norma didn't just pass
me a pump and send me on my way. She talked, listened, and helped me
work on latching Silas at breast. We made observations about his
demeanor, position, appearance. We weighed him, attempted to latch him,
and weighed him again. We discovered he wasn't transferring enough milk
to be effective. We scheduled another meeting.
At the second meeting we worked with a shield and supplemental nutrition
system. He still was not transferring a ton, but it was small progress,
enough to keep me going. The new pump was helping but he was still
having some formula. By now he was 8 weeks old. Here is where we became
concerned and things started adding up. I am going to try and detail our
observations as best I remember them.
1.) Low amount of transferred milk indicates poor latch/inability to feed effectively which leads to exhaustion
2.) Uncomfortability causes pain, inability to position baby properly, and upset.
3.) Feeling inside baby's mouth with gloved finger reveals high palate,
tongue motion abnormalities, unbalanced suck ability, tight upper lip
frenulum, possible tongue tie. Could explain symptoms above.
4.) Baby is clench-fisted, rigid body, curled posture. Could indicate delay.
5.) Baby drools out side of mouth, does not stay awake for full feeding,
makes clicking noises while eating, tucks in lips which creates
improper seal/latch on breast and bottle, which further aggravates poor
feeding issues.
Because of all these things, we decided to ask for Silas to be referred
to an OT for suck training and further evaluation. We continued to work
with his latching, nursing, and widening the base of his bottle nipples
to widen his latch. Some days he had a feeding or two that were great,
other days he acted like I was the plague in human form. To say it was
trying is an understatement, exhausting, mind-boggling, defeating sums
it up better. I felt like I was failing him as a mother. We had no idea
he had a neurological condition compounded by an intolerance to formula
and a possible (still undiagnosed) tongue tie. We just knew things
looked bleak.
So, the Pediatrician and I agreed to pursue the OT evaluation. Enter
Kacey Trout, a wonderful and very experienced therapist who could shed
some light on my son's feeding issues. At the very first visit she
discovered his tight lips, small chin, and possible tie. She sent me
home with exercises. I did them religiously. Silas began nursing
consistently once or twice a day. I continued weighing him but he still
wasn't transferring enough. We continued to wean him off formula. Things
were progressing, even when they should not have. He was still overly
exhausted, a *sloppy* bottle feeder, noisy when at breast/bottle, and
rigid.
Just before his three month birthday, Silas stopped eating. He refused
his bottles, wouldn't nurse, and became very lethargic. His wet diaper
count was down, his soft spot was sinking. I took him to the ER. We were
admitted. We met with a GI about his uncomfortability and reflux. We
met with and had assistance from lactation consultants every shift and
were able to get him latched. It literally felt like the proverbial
light bulb moment. Something clicked. I wasn't doing anything I hadn't
done before. But for whatever reason, my son could all of a sudden
breastfeed. It was nothing short of a miracle and to this day, there is
no explanation. After 5 days of working with lactation every day
multiple times a day, having a swallow study and barium contrast study
completed to check his reflux, and getting that under control, we
returned home happily breastfeeding and formula free. But this is just
the beginning of the story, and this is where it gets good, really good-
so keep reading.
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